Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense discomfort around one eye that lasts up to three hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical records propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with acute therapy only. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a